After going through the various incidents that had happened, I would like to stop blogging in this space.

Because even though this is my blog (and supposed to reflect my opinions and feelings), I think majority of the readers still do not understand the real reason for the existence of this blog.

I’ve always pride myself on putting down what I feel for the past years that I have been blogging. But somehow, I have to practice self-censorship on my posts because some would like to aggressively dispute my feelings and emotions. They then expect me to understand their grievances when in fact, this blog is all about my emotions and feelings at that point of time when I decided to “immortalize” whatever’s been bothering me.

I’ve decided to kill something which I have love to do all these while in order to appease people who do not seem/want to understand the real reason for the existence of this blog. And I’ve always warned about the contents of this blog time and again. If you feel that it will offend you, then just exit the page. I did not put a gun to your head and force you to read it.

With this final post, it’s goodbye to all of you faithful readers. The demise of this blog will hopefully open up minds about the many purpose of blogs in which mine falls under the expressing of emotions in print. Spare yourselves from the hatred and the disputes that comes with blogs. For this world is already going to hell with all the negativities permeating the atmosphere like a disease. Let’s not expedite the duration of the decaying of the world and all in it.

I’m sorry if I had offended and with this, thank your lucky stars that I have finally decided to shut my mind from expressing my emotions from within. Adios amigos. Gracias senors.

Final disclaimer:- READ ME: A Blogger’s Disclaimer

The internet is a place that encourages free and creative expression, and as in any environment where people are given this freedom, conflict may arise. If an author uses language or materials that offend you, leave. Contacting the person or their isp, demanding they remove the content or change their ways is absurd because you are viewing their content of your own free will by visiting their site. Simply stop going there and you won’t have to see whatever it is you don’t like about the site. An obvious exception to this would be if someone were providing illegal materials, in which case it would be appropriate to complain to their isp or contact authorities.

PS: For the love of God, if you still feel offended and thinks this hits close to home, I suggest that you position your cursor to the right hand corner (if you’re using windows) or left hand corner (if you’re using a mac) and press the honorary hugeass X button. I’m not referring to anyone in particular as this is a general post. If you still don’t get it, I have nothing more to say to you but to just use your head to think instead of your ill-advised emotions to react to this post. Because I did not name names and I wasn’t referring to anyone. This is the post that comes from my heart with regards to what I have been thinking about. So like I said on top, I’m done. There’s nothing left to see here so move along.

Screw the parasites. Screw them all to Hell.

It’s ME & YOU against the fucked-up world.

If we are going to Hell, I want to hold your hand.

So that we could make the promise of being together.

The world is fucked up and we are all going to Hell soon.

But at least I still have YOU.

(What poetry. Brilliant. Thank you.)

Here I am back again.

Having no PC sucks for a techie like me.

But today, I am thankful for Skye Leigh for letting me use our newborn baby Jakob.

I’m at home with Jakob while she’s out with her clique of the 4 boys and her galpren of Bartley past.

I’m chilling with her new life after Jack.

Yeap people, she has a MacBook!

And I am so jealous. =P

Oh yeah, today’s our 27th month. (Cheers to us both!)

Lately, life’s been tough on the both of us.

But we are trying very hard to work our differences out.

Tough but no one said it was going to be easy.

Anyway, new life ahead for me now.

(I sound nonsensical right now.)

Maybe using the Macbook is getting to me.

(What the fuck am I going on here?)

Oh well.

Happy 27th months to you my Love. <3

And my friends, I miss you guys very much.

I miss the chillouts, the laughters, the crappings.

But..I guess, time brings changes.

I’ll come around here again soon, when my mind’s a bit clearer.

Peace people.

But hear my prayers and make everything better in my life.

For I have my faith tested badly lately.

One after another.

And the fear of something unthinkable is really haunting me.

God, save me please.

Amin.

I woke up feeling jaded (as usual, no surprises) & decided to message my boss, telling him that I wish to take off today.

Nothing much to be done in the shop actually, so I guess, can afford to take a breather for this week.

This post will be a rojak one; if the sentences or meanings sounds incorrect, pardon me.

Asking a brain to think right after slumber is useless.

Whatever that comes to mind just gets typed down.

Went over to Skye Leigh’s place last night, had dinner (her mum cooked) & helped her clean up her room.

And I must say, kita memang secocoklah.

Bilik dia ngan bilik aku kalau combine..jadi sarang babi. Macam warzone.

Well, what a way to celebrate our 26th month.

Instead of the hanky-panky, customary sex most couples have every monthsary..ours is kinda square. =P

Well, the most important thing is QUALITY TIME.

That is something very important in every relationship.

I can’t say much about the guys, though.

Haven’t been meeting up and hanging out with the KARUAN boys lately.

I don’t know but..

Maybe time brings change.

Maybe it’s inevitable that every good run has to end.

My opinion.

BobLynn’s wedding solemnisation later at 11am.

And I told Farid that I had to work. And that I meet them on Sunday instead.

Fadzli & Shakirah’s cukur rambut anak & housewarming is on later.

Off to their place before to the National Stadium to watch Singapore VS Saudi Arabia.

For the fun of it.

And quality time with Skye Leigh dear.

Congratulations to Rancour for being in the final 4 in Anugerah Band. Proud to have known them (Had personally) and seeing them being recognised nationwide.

My local heroes Plainsunset launched their new album last night at Zouk. And I am so going to get their new album via the roadie (that is my future bro-in-law)..AUTOGRAPHED & all their previous albums.

They must be wondering..why this fan want our autographs?

Because they are MY local heroes in trying to find my niche in the local scene since back in secondary school.

And it’s all thanks to Skye Leigh and her brother for the gift.

*hugs*

I’m so bored and jaded.

Well, I guess I go find something to do..wait till it’s time for me to go to the housewarming & off to National Stadium with Skye Leigh.

The guys? I’ll see them on Sunday.

Time brings change.

I love you Skye Leigh baby. <3

See you later, Love.

Peace people, enjoy the weekend.

Despite the fights & the heartbreaks that has been going on lately.

And it’s already the 26th month into the Mark & Skye Leigh show.

If it rains, let it rain; yeah the wetter, the better.

Because if this Love can weather the storms, it shows the purity and strength of it.

For what doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger.

I love you, my Dearest.

And let’s continue to build up and strengthen the fortress together.

Who would’ve thought, that we can look so good together? And who would’ve thought, that this can so beautiful?

Peace people.

The world needs loads of Love with all the problems going on right now.

YOU MAKE ME, ME – MXPX

Every night I get down on my knees and pray
I thank the Lord above for you each day
I was lost and then I found you
You make my ocean, you make my sky blue

You make me smile
You make me sing
You make me scream
You make me, everything
You make me, me

What lesson has the Lord thrown up for me?
You are the answer to that mystery
I was lost and then I found you
You make my ocean, you make my sky blue

You make me smile
You make me sing
You make me scream
You make me, everything
You make me laugh
You make me cry
You make me live
You make me die
You make me, me

Height won’t separate us from this love
Depth can’t separate us from this love
Can’t separate from this love…

You make me smile
You make me sing
You make me scream
You make me, everything
You make me laugh
You make me cry
You make me live
You make me die

These days so few seem to have faith
In the son of man and in his grace
I feel your breathe upon my face
As you replace, my broken wings

You make me sing
You make me scream
You make me, everything
You make me, me

Why do I love you, my Dear?

There are infinity reasons why do I love you, baby.

For every reasons blogged down..we will be the richest couple in the history.

And in our own fantasy world, richer than Bill Gates.

Screw the past fights & arguments & heartbreaks lately.

For Death will be the only reason for our separation, my Dearest.

The stars spell out your name during my nights.

*muacks*

How time files.

And how time brings changes.

The joys and the pains, the smiles and the tears.

Maybe it’s just me but I think things are no more the same right now.

Why am I going on in circle, you may ask?

Well, it’s my damn blog and I rant whatever way I want to.

It’s either you get it or you don’t.

And if you don’t, well too bad.

Fakery is a sad trait to have for some people.

Twisted words and actions are the main causes of confilcts.

And I must say, if I have the power to change things, I will rid the world of such traits.

Bring down the fakes and let them rot in Hell.

For I am sick of playing games.

By the way, the Rust has found it’s Lubricant.

And a new chapter in Life for the PS3 owner and his missus awaits.

The Skye Leigh is a newbie in the real world, at last.

But the Mark will be there to hold her hand and guide through the shitholes.

And blast the motherfuckers who cross them the wrong way all the way to Hellville.

I’m the one Busta Rhymes was referring to in the song Woo Haa!! Got You All In Check.

(Like I said, if I don’t make sense here, too bad for you suckers.)

I’m playa-hating…one asswipe at a time.

Cross me & the people I care at your peril. For I am going to make you wish you didn’t start too big for your fucking boxers (or bras for you ladybitches.)

Shoutout to the people with love…and watch your backs to the frenemies (or the enemies)

I am starting to get sick of taking shit from jackasses.

And I’m cleaning up from now on.

Take your shit somewhere. For the world is already going to Hell.

I’m just bringing it closer to you assholes.

Sorry for the angst here.

But it’s MY blog. MY rules. And whoever say I can’t diss people generally without being too specific?

Fuck ya’ll who have a problem with the statement above,

I’m out of here for now..I’ll be back.

And I love my Rough eNd.

Peace to the people.

Fuck you to the fuckheads.

First off, shoutout to my one and only disciple, Ayu (a.k.a. Alien Ant Farm) on her (1)7th birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LIL DISCIPLE!

Had a blast surprising her at Vivo with a birthday gathering with everyone in attendance; the C3 group giving her the birthday surprise of her life.

Hope you enjoyed the moment there little one. =)

And the crew, glad all came to commemorate the occasion despite the busy schedules.

Great one people. Let’s build up the bond we had back to like it was before.

Oh yeah, another one, it is officially confirmed that I’m the new golden boy in the eyes of the Nazarudin.

It may sound cocky but after THE official meetings, I am now officially expected to ride the storm and build up the empire that is called Team rafidaHaizam.

Her Mum adores me lah people!

Her Dad is “ok-go” with me!

Her eldest sis (and the husband) thinks highly of me!

Her other sis & bro approves of me!

Her three nieces remembers me!

Everyone in Team Nazarudin loves me, Muhammad Noor Haizam Shah Bin Ja’udin.

Perasan. *puih*

Hahaha.

Sorry if I am sounding crap here.

But as I was saying, met up with her old man & her mum last weekend.

And I must say the meeting turned up really, really well.

And I must have certainly broken the static.

I am elated and glad.

I love the moment right now.

And I am enjoying the rare sunshine as much as I could.

Hope this streak will go on.

Peace people.

Have a great weekend (whatever that is left.)

And I love you my Skye Leigh. <3

And no, it’s not Skye Leigh, people.

Actually it’s not a living thing.

But more of my favourite plaything.

I said goodbye to my dear computer.

Yeah people, finally the financial strains have gotten me to the point that I have to let go of my uber-hip HP computer.

My financial mistakes have caused the reluctant sale of my dear old friend.

And me & Skye Leigh had so much big plans over the geezer.

But I guess, Fate has other ideas.

So now, I am PC-less and the slick dude is no more in my life.

God bless the soul.

Whoever is getting it will have a great machine in their hands.

Trust me…with the firepower it has in its belly..he is worth the buy.

But sadly for me, our bond is no more.

So people, till my financial shithole clears up, I’m officially PC-disabled until I get myself a new rig.

But no other PC could replace that love of my PC life.

Oh wells, my situation is at an all-time low.

Material things must be sacrificed for my well-being.

That’s what a lot of people have said to me.

Now it’s learning time.

I’ll be accessing the Net at work from now.

So miss me people.

I’ll be coming around (via my workplace’s PC)

Peace people.

And I love you Skye Leigh. <3